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i keep telling myself that i'm going to keep an all around journal for food, exercise, emotional mood sorta stuff, and of course i haven't done it yet. i know i have a kid and i'm married, but you think i could find some sorta time. i think i just have to work harder. i definitely think that i'm scared to start a journal, i don't want to know what i'm eating, and how i'm feeling, how my workouts are going. i think i'm doing good, but if i started journaling i would probably find out that i'm totally slacking in some area. the motivater for me to start journaling is that i keep forgetting how long i've been on this crazy ride. i'm pretty sure all of you are getting a deal. i mean a two for one deal, this entry will recap my eighth and ninth week. so week eight i worked out three times, i think i've hit a plateau with losing, and just an all around feeling of i'm tired of doing this. but that's ok, cause i'm not stopping until the fat lady is gone. week nine was my vacation week, and as i write i'm still in Denver visiting my friend. the sad thing about this visit is that i've been sick for about half of my trip, so for a few days i haven't really been eating cause i'm sick. but i did work out once this week nine. what can you do when you and your kid have flu like symptons? not that much. the weather is beautiful out here though. week ten will be good, i think i'm going to mix up my cardio, and add some extra time and run maybe like ten to twenty minutes, so i'll be going for up to fifty minutes of cardio at the gym. i hope to start running in the morning with my son in tow too. well i'll be in San Diego tomorrow morning to start my week ten.
diana